Frapuccinos are my life.

Today was a total bad hair day except for chinese oral.
My mood at around 9.15 a.m. was super duper uber high because I got 13/15 for chinese oral.
Later, I got back my English comprehension test. I only got 16/25. I cannot believe it. That is the worst mark I have ever received!
After that there was Biology practical test. I think I was marked down because I went and nudge the agar plate while the agar was solidifying.
And at the end of the day, I became really sulky.
Really, no one could have a worse day than me.
And to add onto it, I rained on my way back.
Tomorrow, there is Chinese listening comprehension test.
I hope I would do well.
And since swimming is over for this year, we are going back to running. *cries*
Much as I love running, I still prefer swimming.
Since I have not run for so long, I think my speed would be a lot slower.

Quotes of the Day:

Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we could see life with a clearer view again.
None, but people of great passion are capable of rising to greatness.

This is for everyone around the planet
That wishes they were from somewhere
Other than where they’re standing
Don’t take it for granted
Instead take a look around
Quit complaining and build something on that ground
Plant something on that ground
Dance and sleep on that ground
Get on your hands and knees and watch the ants walk around the ground
Make a family, make magic, make a mess
Take the stress, feel your motivation, and build your nest

Crying and crying. I don't know what difference it would make.
My head hurts, my heart hurts. I cannot not concentrate on a single thing.
I keep on glancing at our class photo. I wish she would still be smiling like that.
I cannot take it. Simply just can't take it.
I feel like I have been cut loose from a string that holds me in place. I am drifting and drifting. When will I ever gain control again?
And I wonder, if we are like this, how would her family be like?

She left us so early. I can't control my tears. She is the one who brought an A* for me in English. She's the one who sacrificed her holidays to teach us. Now the teacher's day that I was waiting for to do something for her would never come. Everything snapped out of focus. I cried and am still crying. Life is so unfair. She does not deserve to get this kind of punishment. She is a great person who all of us will remember as long as we exist. The party that she told us about would never happen. The trip to Sentosa did not happen either. But really, there is so much we could have done for her but did not. I guess we take things as granted when we have them. That's why we never realise what we have until it's gone, forever. But I am happy that she went peacefully. I hope she had no regrets too.

I hate the disease that targeted her. I simply resent the doctors who did not do proper checkups before giving her chemos. But nothing would bring her back. She has given me the incentive to work even harder. I would not let her efforts get lost. That, will be my tribute to her. I have to make her proud. So, I say, rest in peace Mrs. Yeo. You may not be with us physically, but I know you live with us. YOU are in our HEARTS...

I was listening to in a rush by blackstreet and came across this comment. I decided to post it here. You can re-quote!

This is love!
Love is a temporary madness.
It erupts like an earthquake,
and then subsides.
And when it does,
you have to make decision.

You have to work out whether
your roots have become so entwined together
that it is impossible
to ever part.

Because this is what love is.
Love is not breathlessness,
it is not excitement.
It is not promulgation of promises
or eternal passion.

This is just being IN love,
which any of can convice ouselves
we are.

Love is what that is left over after
being in love has burned away.
This is both an art and
a frotunate incident.

It is a mystery why we fall in love.
It is a mystery how it happens.
It is a mystery when it comes.
It is a mystery why some love grow
and some fail.

You can analyse these mysteries and
look out for reasons and causes.
But you will never do,
other than take the life out of the experience.

Love is more than the sum of
interests and attractions
that two people share.

Remember that YOU don't choose LOVE
LOVE chooses YOU.
All you can do is to accept it for
all its mystery when it comes.

Love has its time,
its own season and reason
for coming.

Love is an act of faith,
and whoever is of little faith,
is also little of love.

You come to love not by
finding the perfect person,
but by seeing am imperfect person perfectly.

Love is like a friendship caught on fire.
In the beginning of the flame,
very pretty, often hot and fierce,
but still only light and flickering.

As it grows older,
our hearts mature and
our loves become as coals,
deep-burning and unquenchable.

True love is like a ghost,
which everbody talks about,
but few have seen.

Love is...
a hidden fire,
a pleasant sore,
a delicious poison,
a delectable pain,
an agreeable torment,
a sweet and throbbing wound,
a gentle death.

Love never reasons but
profusely gives;
gives like a thoughtless prodigal,its all
and trembles lest it has done too little.

Love withers under constraints.
Its very essence is liberty.
It is compatible,
neither with
obedience, jealously nor fear.

It is the most pure, perfect and unlimited
where its votaries live in
confidence, quality and unreserve.

I just got obsessed with yogurt! Help!
When I got home, my whole family was eating yogurt and watching TV.
I know! They are really random.
I did not want to eat it at first because I have got enough of yogurt already,
what with making it at school and having eaten it for like two days in a row.
But when I looked at it, it look really amazing, with fruits and everything.
Now, I can't stop eating it! I still have a yogurt bowl beside my laptop.

Anyways, you'd think I am crazy posting two posts within five minutes but really
I am uber bored.
I should revise? Yeah, I think so to but I am lazy even to just move my arms and
reach out to my physics notes just three feet away.
I really should wash up and sleep now, seeing to it that there is Open House tomorrow.
I have to be in school by 8.30 a.m.

Okay decided to wash up. Going to sleep soon. Nighty!

P.S. Oh yeah, I am going to bring my study notes to school tomorrow.
It's utter unfairness. (Refer to previous post)

I have decided to use proper English from now on. It is going to help with my English or at least I hope so. There is open house tomorrow. I am really hoping many people from DQPS could come as I sent an email to Mr Peh about it. I am supposed to help out and perform. I am thinking it is a bit (just a teeny bit) unfair. We have to be in school for almost six hours yet we are only going to perform for an hour in total.
A lot of things has happened lately. There was an English Reading Comprehension test this morning and I am positive that I flunked it (almost). Then after that there was Health Screening. I never realized that my eye sight was THAT bad! I couldn't see anything was I took off my spectacles. Not even the biggest letter! And my spine is still a bit crooked. But it has improved from 2 degrees last year to one this year. Math class exercise was okay.
Our NAPHA test is being pushed back because of our swimming lessons. The other years has taken it already. I am going to take swimming test next week!
To add onto everything, the mid-terms are in two weeks time! But I have been revising regularly so I think I should be fine. But still I have got to seriously revise. But luckily, there are only tests for english, physics, math and chinese!
I am going to sign off with several quotes and a picture.

" To live is the RAREST thing in the world. Most people exist, that is ALL." - Oscar Wilde
" Sometimes, it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever." - Anonymous
"If it's not real, you can't hold it in your hands, you can't feel it with your heart."

- Jordanblanchard (Flickr.com) He takes amazing photographs.

Aiyah got back from school and
I bet my legs will be permanently paralysed
srsly I can't even feel a thing
bcos they are so numb
then no one was home and had to cook cup noodles
then washed swim suit in a hurry cos I forgot about them
I swam 16 laps today
but can't really complain bcos most of the other did 20s
then IH we played a game
I want to ask everyone
is Dubai rich or poor?
duh? it's filthy rich!
but we are Dubai and we are dubbed the POOREST group and
had only a few materials for the games :(
later free for like 3 hours because of the math IRP breifing
was harder than expected
and there is prize money if we win also
so better get something :)))))
I am actually supposed to be doing Physics
but can't resist my itchy hands
oh I got a new lappy!
yay me!
because my old one totally went blank
dunno what happened :((
but still I got a new one!!!!!!!!!
But this is smaller than the previous one :(
sad but that mean I could carry it easily and
I won't be lazy to carry to carry the super heavy
one anymore !!!!!!!!!!
logging of with a quote for the day....

"Thing don't get better as you wait. They will only be the same or get worse. If you have a problem, get inside it and solve it. The earlier it's solved, the better the future will be."
- me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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